FADE TO BLACK

by fade2black Wed Mar 16, 2011 11:04 am

FADE TO BLACK
(Mirror of my soul)

I'm alive just in body's face
Because inside me, I feel
That I'm not any more in this place

I lost my spirit
I broke my old habit
Now I'm lock in this secret
As you can see and feel it...

“I don't have dreams
I lost the wish of a new future”
I even lost the old screams
That made me felt that I was immature

I lost the new mind
I lose what I find
I'm always lost and blind
Because my life lost the big why

The why I was here
The why I fought for
The why I would breathe
The why I went out from that door

“no one knows how it is to be me,
no one goes through my misery,
feeling like I have no reason to live,
wishing I would’ve died when I was a kid,
praying everyday that the lord will take me away,
trying to commit suicide every day,
loving someone so much,
that all I want to do is to feel her gentle touch,
having people tell me I’m nothing,
this is my story, this is my life, faded to black . . .”

--fade2black--

emo tawa

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